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I Didn't Know Leaving

by Joy Bergfalk

i didn’t realize leaving came like this
    little chunks dropping away

    a puzzle dismantled
      piece by piece

over time
    years, months, weeks, days, minutes, seconds

calendars turning
    clocks ticking
      you leaving

slowly, imperceptible at first
    a trickle at Itasca
    the flow of Mississippi
      now the roar of ocean

items leave one by one
    desk bares itself
      start remains

your face blank
    your eyes unrevealing

you are gone

soon
    the bed undented
    the clothes hung no more
    the footsteps now as wishes
    the door closed
      perhaps a scrap of paper left

When did you begin to leave?

somewhere in my mind I knew
    somewhere in my ear I heard

        somewhere in my heart I felt
somewhere I began to cling
to your fading apparition
the beginning of the end

but why i cannot know
    i cannot fathom
      i cannot grasp

you are gone.

9/26/95

 

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